Our journey began the day I came into the world. You’ve always been by my side. You’ve always guided and protected me. I can’t thank you enough Yaa Rabb. Alhamdullillah.
Despite all what You’ve done for me, I’ve often let You down. I’ve committed a lot of sins but am hopeful that You’ll forgive me. You are the Most Merciful, the Oft-Forgiving.
I’ve been through dark moments. I’ve been confused and afraid. I’ve cried my heart out without anyone to comfort me except You Allah, thinking of You, knowing You are superior to anything on earth and in the heavens, that everything will be okay. I’ve been through times I thought they’ll never pass by. Right now I seat and reflect and know that it was only by You that I am at this awesome situation. Alhamdullillah.
Yaa Allah, I know I talk to you every time I pray. Every time I bow my head and prostrate to You, I speak to You. Sometimes I’m too overwhelmed with emotions that I can’t literally say anything, my eyes do the communication by shedding tears.
Today I decided to write You a letter. Of all the things my sinful soul has done intentionally or unintentionally, I still hope for Your Mercy, I still cry for Your Forgiveness. My heart gets torn into pieces every time I cross Your limits. But You still bring me back to Your guidance, You still show me the right way. You still mend and fix my heart making it whole again. Alhamdullillah.
Yaa Rabb, Yaa Salam, Yaa Wadud, Forgive me. Guide me to the right path. Protect me from the evil of my soul. Protect me from the whispers of Shaitan. Protect and bless my parents. Grant them the highest level in Jannah. Guide my siblings Yaa Rahman. Instill in us love of each other for Your sake. Heal the sick. Make it easy for everyone going through tough times. Grant righteous partners to the unmarried. Grant righteous children to those asking for kids. Forgive the sins of every muslim, both alive and dead. See the countries that are having a difficult time. Grant them peace for You are the source of peace.
My heart can’t keep calm Yaa Rabb, it feels so amazing talking to You but my fingers can’t write anymore. Am running out of words Yaa Allah. I still have a lot to say but I can’t seem to find the right words. I can’t Ya Allah… I can’t… I can’t say anything. Hear my heart Yaa Rabb. My silent prayers.
Your Striving Slave,
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