I am here crying and dwelling over something that will never be perfect. I try to believe that everything will be fine. I try to fit in with the popular ones but I will never be enough to them. And here I am, bursting my eyes because I am crying over nothing. Trying to put on the right perfect picture. Walk tall, smile, and laugh over stupid jokes that are not even funny. Wear the new trending clothes, wear high heels even though they hurt you so bad. Make sure you have straight hair and clear skin with no acne. Always have the best edited picture on social media, ooh!!! no room for being fat, stay away from the carbs. You should always suck in your stomach and don’t forget the on point make up eyebrows on fleek hahaha.
I am told “don’t forget to be friends with everyone because that is what will show how much I am loved by people or that is how I will know that I can attract love into my life”. Make sure you date the hottest guy in town because that will determine if I can attract cool guys into my life. If I do that, it will also determine if I am beautiful enough coz good gets good and nothing less.
Like seriously life is not that hard. You don’t need to be perfect ooh!!! wait, ask yourself, is there is anything close to being perfect in this world? All these annoying rules that we don’t even know where they came from but we are just told to apply them and follow them. I don’t need rules and I hope you don’t either.
For me the perfect life is the one that makes me happy, just like after a long week of being with people now it is time for me to be myself, not forgetting over the week to look for an amazing book to read and a good movie to watch on Netflix, wear my pajamas. Later on write my thoughts down without any fear of being judged by anyone. I don’t need makeup to hide my pimples and dark eye circles. I don’t like straight hair, curly hair is the thing baby. I don’t need a hot guy to make feel like I am beautiful coz I am fantastic already, I don’t need your validation boo. As for being fat that is no one’s problem but mine, I will decide when I feel I am over weight, so as for now SHUT UP please.
My dear ladies and gentlemen I hope you can relate with this you don’t owe anyone any explanation. Live your life make yourself happy, laugh from the soul because you only got yourself at the end of the day.
Then why don’t you make YOU happy. Love yourself don’t live ON THE OTHER SIDE where insecure people make rules for others. Please always remember that you are amazingly unique you don’t need them just make sure you got your own back.
Don’t forget to love yourself! MUCH LOVE.